depressed luh.

i'm feeling super lost and desporate now.. : (((
going to TP to appeal for lrm.
omg, i'm so scared. BLOODY SCARED.
tht i can't make it..
after appealing, i still have to wait for 3 long weeks.
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how, i'm feeling so depressed now.
if i can't get in, i will be pretty pretty upset..
and there it goes, RETAIL MANAGEMENT.
wtf -__-
urg. i feel like killing myself nw.
STUPID.
why didn't i apply for JPSAE
STUPID LEI..
why am i so CARELESS.
i cannot believe it.
shitty feeling....
i'm so worried now..
i don't know will i make it.. my points are like so HIGH can..
SIGHHH.. HAIYA..
so fucking frustrated man.
btw, any idea how to get to TP?
oh no... :/